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There is nothing new – about men banding together to share nudes and violate women in a plethora of little ways. It’s not a big deal right? People are just letting off steam, having a bit of a laugh. But no, my existence cannot be a punchline in your conversation.
I have often found that hyper-masculinity in the 2018 world is so often amplified by technology – whether this is the faux feminism of some men on Twitter or the open sexism in these all men group chats. Very often these all male group chats operate as sort of microcosms of the “old boys club” mentality. Women cannot join because? I am willing to say it is because men know that women would not be ok with the conversations they have there and that is because so much of those conversations expose men as being sexist, misogynistic, patriarchal and rapey.
The group chat is the final safe space for men to peddle their privilege and hatred without any fear for what people will think – think white people at a dinner table. The problem with this all boys club is it normalises what is fundamentally problematic behaviour. It allows men to hide their true selves in the proverbial closet while masquerading as feminists and writing “Black women are beautiful” under our Instagram pictures.
The all male group chat phenomenon is really the worst kept secret of our generation and yet somehow no one really speaks about the core of what it means. There are so many times I or other women I know have been the subject of problematic male behaviour in these hallowed halls of masculinity.
My most recent experience of male whatsapp groups and aggression brought into sharp focus the bigger discussion. It reminded me that I can be friend, lover, partner, wife, mother but when it comes down to it men will almost always see you as JUST a woman. It reminded me, as aptly put by one of my favourite women, that at the end of the day you are still just a sexual play thing that if the “opportunity” presents itself they would still “hit”.
When it comes to this particular issue I am happy not to generalise, I think some men do try to unlearn the nurture that has taught them to see women as as sub-citizens. I also think however, that the concept of men “growing” and “unlearning” is so often used as an excuse to be ok with ill treatment and that I will not do, anymore.
I will not excuse lovers who treat me as though my vagina makes me a less important component of the relationship, or male friends who expect me to hold their hands as they unlearn and unravel their misogyny at the expense of my own trauma, or myself for standing for it. I will no longer make even one more excuse.
There is an unlearning there too. Unlearning the internalised behaviours that have made us complicit in our own pain, as women and as people. Today we must each choose, ourselves. We must choose ourselves vigorously, wildly, and with abandon.